| Who is Eva Blue? I'm an amateur adult model and video star. I live in New York and enjoy bringing my world to you from my humble apartment. I have been involved in the adult world online for the past 4 years now and have been wanting my own site for some time. After a lot of time and dedication, I am proud to announce my official website. Here you can see tons of exclusive photographs and videos which I produce all by myself. This is the only place to enjoy ALL of my EXCLUSIVE CONTENT, reserved only for my loyal fans. I love being in front of the camera and love playing live even more. Initially, I just enjoyed playing online, meeting new people and exploring our sexuality together, but it left me with this deep craving for further exploration. As a result, EroticEva.com was born. In late 2003 I discovered social interaction sites on the web. I was living in Phoenix, Arizona at the time and was having a hard time meeting people and making friends. I didnt want to hang out in bars or clubs and really wasn't sure where to go. At my mother's suggestion, I joined a singles site and posted a few pictures. Things just took off from there. I found that I really enjoyed being a member of these types of sites, primarily because of the personal interraction they provided between people from all over the world. I joined a few more over time and posted more pics. Eventually, I joined an "adult" site where we were allowed to post naked pictures. Well, that did it for me LOL I was very shy at first and only put up some sexy pics of me in lingerie, no nudes though. As time went on though, and I became more confident, I started taking more and more pictures. It wasn't long before I was practically making love to my camera! I've always enjoyed photography, and it wasn't long before I was completely caught up in picture taking. I'm still not sure which is more exciting-posing and taking the shots or looking at the finished set of pics when I'm done. It feels like Christmas! lol I can imagine what traditional photographers felt in the past who used old fashioned film, sitting down with such an air of excitement, waiting to see what develops. So, having said all that, you may still be wondering, "Why did you get into porn Eva?" Well, to be perfectly honest with you, it was to prove something to myself and to a bunch of people on the internet who felt they had every right to insult me and put me down because I enjoyed taking nude pics and sharing them with others online. There is no sin in being an exhibitionist. But I suppose it's all relative to what you believe. In any case, after about a year of posting my nude pictures on 2 different sites and enduring tons of criticism, I began to wonder if maybe I should stop. Something (call it my pride) just wouldn't let me stop though; I simply enjoy it too much. I ignored what they said and kept on taking pictures. When they saw that they hadn't succeeded in chasing me away in tears by calling me a slut and whore and all kinds of other names (just because I take nude pics and share them), they increased the insults and turned it into a personal game of insulting my actual physical body. I enjoyed posting in the chat forums, but every time I ever posted anything, it turned into a mass attack on me and my pictures and ultimately my body. At first, I was of course hurt, as most people would be, and then I got angry and frustrated. I just kept posting more pics, shoving them in their faces lol The insults kept coming, but I found that along with each insult, I'd get about 5 compliments from other people who had happened to see what was going on in the forums. I was really surprised and happy by this. I no longer felt hurt at what people said but started to laugh at it, especially since it was the same nonsense every day for months, and it just got old. I was accused of being a man or a "post op tranny" and my pussy deemed a "roast beef pussy." I don't know if it is the combination of being thin and muscular that makes people say I look male, or the fact that I have large labia and a large, "meaty" clit hood. (they claimed it looks like a small penis or a botched circumcision) I was also accused of being a hermaphrodite because of the size of my clit. (the funny thing was that the pics they saw were right when I orgasmed, so my clit was puffy and engorged with blood, swollen to the max) I knew that they were probably just trying to say things they thought would hurt my feelings. I was of course hurt for a few days, but after I got so many more postive responses that said to simply ignore them, and that I looked great, I began to not care what they said. In fact, I am rather thankful it happened because it made me realize that not everyone out there is going to find me attractive, and that's okay. Just like, I'm not going to find everyone attractive either. We are allowed to like what we like. In any case though, I began to feel like I had something to prove; it became a challenge to continue posting pics depsite the things they said. After a while, it got old and actually became rather amusing. One thing it did do was break down some of my inhibitions and gave me the courage to get in front of the camera more. To this day, I still get the same accusations of being a man...until of course people see my naked body and genetalia. What do you think? Do I look like a man? If I were a man, would that matter? ;) I actually find the idea of trannies, hermaphrodites or anything else different form the "norm" to be quite exciting and rather sexually and intellectually stimulating. I welcome people who are different and who have different fetishes (the legal ones of course). The only time I look remotely like a man is when I want to, and that's when I'm wearing my strap on dildo, which I love to jerk off ;) But I would remember the old saying about sticks and stones, and I"d look in the mirror and think about myself and realize that no matter what anyone said, all that counts is what I think about myself. I longer felt embarassed about my body, or unsure as to if my big, fleshy clit and labia were abnormal from other women. I had seen a ton of pics of other women by then and knew that we all don't look alike. I also realized, from posting my pics, that guys are attracted to so many different things on a woman's body, and each guy has his own little unique fetish or thing that absolutely drives him crazy. As a teen and college student, I had always simply thought guys were turned on by the obvious, a big pair of boobs and legs...and I guess ass, but I never really felt comfortable showing mine off. I was always in the range of 130-140 pounds (at 5'9 tall) so had nice 36C breasts and long legs. I would show off my cleavage a lot and wear short skirts, but never had the confidence to wear tight dresses or really short shorts, or anything that was cut off so it bared my tummy. Afer college, I really got into fitness. I began eating right and working out, developing my own routine for what worked for me. Now, I'm still 5'9 (lol) but about ten pounds lighter, tighter and more toned.
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